Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Searching for something.... but what?


Have you ever found yourself doing a lot of soul-searching... but don't know exactly what your searching for?

I have found myself burdened with a heaviness that I don't know exactly why or how.
A spiritual war is going on inside, not only me, but many others that I know.

God is calling me to pray, and pray hard... but for what... He has not revealed. I MUST obey!

I have found sollace in scripture and in praising Him through music, which has been my main source of worship.

With all the goings on in the world, I feel compelled to really drop myself down to my knees and submit myself to prayer, letting humbleness fall upon me and speak to me through the silence.

My needs, my desires, and my will aside, I am but a servant doing His will on this earth, until He calls me home.

When you bow down before the Lord and admit your dependence on him, he will lift you up and give you honor. -- James 4:10 NLT

Monday, September 11, 2006

Remember 9/11

Five years ago today, our world was changed forever! Five years ago our outlook on security and freedom also changed! What were you doing when you found out about the attack on New York City and Washington, DC?? I have always loved the Lee Greenwood song, "Proud to be an American" which makes me cry every time I hear it. It's meaning is more powerful now, then it has ever been!

Where were you on that day??
I remember getting up that day, to get ready for work. I turned on the television and all over the news was special reports of the tragic events. I was horrified to see the second tower go down, and hear about the crash at the Pentagon. I was in awe and deeply saddened. No other national event effected me as much as this one, as I'm sure it did for others. I mourned for those that were in those towers, those that were on those planes and the especially the families of those who died. They had no idea they'd never see or talk to their loved ones again.

Two genlemen among those lost were Fresno State alumni, so it especially hit the campus hard. One was an employee of the Pentagon, the other was one of the brave men who took on hijackers on Flight 93 that crashed in Pennsylvania. To say the least, I went to work that day in a very somber mood, and no one was in the mood to work. We found a television in storage and turned on the news.... and watched the events happen all day! We watched, we cried, and we prayed as we saw the events unfold. Let us remember the thousands who died that fatal day in New York, Washington DC, and in Pennsylvania... and especially those firefighters, police, and other volunteers who risked their lives to save any survivors lost in the rubble.

I will never forget the strong sense of patriotism that it took for those on flight 93 to give up their lives to save our nation by diverting the plane to a less populated area. May we always remember those who died that day, and their families they left behind. May God constantly remind us of the cost of freedom! We may not agree with what our President has done, but it is because of the men and women in our military that give us the freedom to enjoy the life we have.

As we continue to protect our country so that another tragic day as 9/11 never happens again, please pray for our country, our troops stationed abroad, and most importantly, pray for our President! If you would like to pray specifically for those still deployed, please visit KLOVE Radio's
Wall of Prayer to pray for those currently serving, or add those that you know to the list.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Ducks beat the Bulldogs 31-24

What was thought to be Duck season in Fresno, turned out to be a tough battle, The mighty Ducks of Oregon State proved their toughness on the field with outscoring the Bulldogs 31-24. It was a tough loss for us Bulldogs but our boys did play hard and most of the game was spent being tied.
The stadium was packed as we all cheered on the 'Dogs each of the four LONG quarters. The game was aired on ESPN2, (which apparently I made my television debut on for a brief second) so the whole nation (or those interested in seeing this tough battle) saw this hard faught battle.
In the end though, the only thing that counts in the rankings our the numbers in the W-L area.

The Bulldogs have a tough road ahead as they have mostly away games this year. Our young team fight hard and will definately make us die-hard Bulldog fans proud!

Go Dogs!!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

So Long 'Crocodile Hunter'

The world (and especially the Aussie community) mourns the sudden passing of Steve Irwin, famously known as the Crocodile Hunter. He wrestled with crocs, and wrestled his way into our hearts with his enthusiasm and excitement for wildlife. I'm not sure I'd be too excited being so close to a crocodile, snake or any other dangerous animal. He gave people a great knowledge and appreciation for wildlife that is mostly misunderstood.
You would think since he worked so much with wild animals, he would have met his death by croc... but instead God chose to take this loving soul by stingray. We lose a beloved conservationist, teacher and entertainer. I pray for his dear widow and his children at this hard time.
Here's the story from Associated Press if you have not heard about the tragic accident yet.


CAIRNS, Australia (AP) - Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44. Irwin was at Batt Reef, off the remote coast of northeastern Queensland state, shooting a segment for a series called "Ocean's Deadliest" when he swam too close to one of the animals, which have a poisonous bard on their tails, his friend and colleague John Stainton said. "He came on top of the stingray and the stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said Stainton, who was on board Irwin's boat at the time. Crew members aboard the boat, Croc One, called emergency services in the nearest city, Cairns, and administered CPR as they rushed the boat to nearby Low Isle to meet a rescue helicopter. Medical staff pronounced Irwin dead when they arrived a short time later, Stainton said. Irwin was famous for his enthusiasm for wildlife and his catchword "Crikey!" in his television program "Crocodile Hunter." First broadcast in Australia in 1992, the program was picked up by the Discovery network, catapulting Irwin to international celebrity. He rode his image into a feature film, 2002's "The Crocodile Hunters: Collision Course" and developed the wildlife park that his parents opened, Australia Zoo, into a major tourist attraction. "The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest dads on the planet," Stainton told reporters in Cairns. "He died doing what he loved best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind. He would have said, 'Crocs Rule!"' Prime Minister John Howard, who hand-picked Irwin to attend a gala barbecue to honor President Bush when he visited in 2003, said he was "shocked and distressed at Steve Irwin's sudden, untimely and freakish death." "It's a huge loss to Australia," Howard told reporters. "He was a wonderful character. He was a passionate environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions of people." Irwin, who made a trademark of hovering dangerously close to untethered crocodiles and leaping on their backs, spoke in rapid-fire bursts with a thick Australian accent and was almost never seen without his uniform of khaki shorts and shirt and heavy boots. His ebullience was infectious and Australian officials sought him out for photo opportunities and to promote Australia internationally. Irwin's public image was dented, however, in 2004 when he caused an uproar by holding his infant son in one arm while feeding large crocodiles inside a zoo pen. Irwin claimed at the time there was no danger to the child, and authorities declined to charge Irwin with violating safety regulations. Later that year, he was accused of getting too close to penguins, a seal and humpback whales in Antarctica while making a documentary. Irwin denied any wrongdoing, and an Australian Environment Department investigation recommended no action be taken against him. Stingrays have a serrated, toxin-loaded barb, or spine, on the top of their tail. The barb, which can be up to 10 inches long, flexes if a ray is frightened. Stings usually occur to people when they step on or swim too close to a ray and can be excruciatingly painful but are rarely fatal, said University of Queensland marine neuroscientist Shaun Collin. Collin said he suspected Irwin died because the barb pierced under his ribcage and directly into his heart. "It was extraordinarily bad luck. It's not easy to get spined by a stingray and to be killed by one is very rare," Collin said. News of Irwin's death spread quickly, and tributes flowed from all quarters of society. At Australia Zoo at Beerwah, south Queensland, floral tributes were dropped at the entrance, where a huge fake crocodile gapes. Drivers honked their horns as they passed. "Steve, from all God's creatures, thank you. Rest in peace," was written on a card with a bouquet of native flowers. "We're all very shocked. I don't know what the zoo will do without him. He's done so much for us, the environment and it's a big loss," said Paula Kelly, a local resident and volunteer at the zoo, after dropping off a wreath at the gate. Stainton said Irwin's American-born wife Terri, from Eugene, Ore., had been informed of his death, and had told their daughter Bindi Sue, 8, and son Bob, who will turn 3 in December. The couple met when she went on vacation in Australia in 1991 and visited Irwin's Australia Zoo; they were married six months later. Sometimes referred to as the "Crocodile Huntress," she costarred on her husband's television show and in his 2002 movie.
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